Dear Spiceylife,
I'm afraid that I can never watch Brokeback Mountain again. I think it would be too painful. I'm afraid I would have a nervous breakdown by the end of the movie. Before, there seemed to be some hope (to me ayway) at the end of the sadness but now...
I miss you hearing from you every day, Spicey. I wish things could be different. I miss all of our friends here. Please stop by to say 'hey' if you get the chance.
I feel the same way, Toy! I'm having a hard time watching the clips of Heath being shown on the news. In time you'll be able to watch the film again. Actually, I'm not so sure about that! I couldn't stand to watch it very often when Heath was
alive. The pain is too fresh to touch right now.