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Any Younger fans
Front-Ranger:
I haven't heard from Becky in a while but there are quite a few people near your age who are BetterMostians. One who has a blog on "Our Daily Thoughts" is Rebel With A Smile. He changed his name recently...he used to be Rebel With Sadness. His blog is called I Only Miss You on Weekends. There are several others, including a young woman in California who is 17, Kay-Nasty. I'll do some research...Welcome, melb_boy88!! My daughter is also 19, and she is the one who took me to see the movie way back when.
"Joseph Golden":
Thanks "Nutmeg Guy" and "Injest"
<Melb_boy88, takes the hug gladly and is thankfull someone cares> :P
It's allright now, i live in the same town. After months of "Emotional" agony and "Community" Torment.
I found a girlfriend. I slowly conformed back into society. It's not really that i have no feelings for her and I'm passionate about our relationship. It's a easy way to make my community accept who i am without the torment. I wont allow things to get out of hand or to serious. I don't want to hurt her. She was around when all that stuff happened, so i believe she all ready knows...
But she tries to break the Vail that i put up and gets hurt in her attempts. The thing that seems to hurt me most id it's like she's becoming a "Cassie" She's getting hurt and i have no way of stopping that.
So i have a decision to make. Is her pain a sacrifice worth while, as i use her as my veil to blend into society. Or am i being selfish and stop her pain from continuing. Or is it to late.
One thing for sure, Some where my Ennis is hiding from me. And I'd whip babies to see him again.
I wonder why he left? Thats the thing i cant seem to work out.
Artiste:
Hugs melb_boy88!! Hugs to all too!!
Melb, your story is very, very touching!!
Hopefully, we all will try to help you. Be careful, be safe!! Similar things happened to me as four beat me up, so be safe!! Being what you desire is utmostly important in one's life, I find, and that can be so in different ways!!
Pray that you are OK, safe and happy more and more!! And that you will maybe find your buddy... soon or one day!!
Hugs!!
"Joseph Golden":
[Melb_boy88, takes the hug willing, cries a little] ::)
I'm fine i have rules on our to stay safe. I've come to accept that.
Front-Ranger:
I have to agree with nutmeg_guy that it is very important for you to tell the truth, the whole truth, to your female friend. She has a whole life before her, as do you, and it is important for you to be honest with her. Do not think that you are going to lose a friend. You may be surprised. And keep in mind that friendships are a lot more important than you might think. Even more important than trying to preserve appearances, or than having a few moments of intimacy.
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