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Heath Ledger - the grieving thread

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smellykellyjay:
Goddamn.  I hate this like hell.  I just don't want it to be true, and, if it is, I want to hurt somebody for letting it happen.  But there's nobody to hurt, and that wouldn't serve any good purpose anyway.  I'm, like, this is unacceptable, so somebody needs to correct it RIGHT NOW.  Fix it.  Make it so it's not true or that it's undone. 

For somebody who I never met, didn't know, this has hit me like a fucking sledgehammer.  I don't understand it.  I'm still at work, and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to make it home without crying or throwing up or both.  Seeing the front banner on the site liked to did me in.  I'm in something of a daze, can hardly concentrate.  My head hurts, feels stuffed; my heart is beating way too fast, and I feel kinda tingly all over.  I'm sure my blood pressure is up there.  It feels like a fight-or-flight response.  Only thing, there's nothing to fight and nowhere to go.  Goddamn. 

Cameron:
What are we gonna do now?

I swear...

I keep writing the same things over and over but it is just too much...

I never thought I could feel like this for an actor, but I do.

Kay-Nasty:
....
 :'( :'(

And he was my favorite actor by far. Wow, I honestly can't believe I'm using the word "was". I'm still waiting for the breaking news that will say it was all a big mistake.

I was at school when I first heard, but I didn't want to believe it. I couldn't even get any tears out because I was so sure it was just a joke. Once I "confirmed" it i knew the only place to go would be right here, with all my true Brokies.

Heath, you will be missed. Jack, take care of him, will ya.

Shakesthecoffecan:
Goddamn.  :'(

Penthesilea:
Oh my god. I've found it on a German news site.
It's almost 1am here, I'm all alone, whole familay sleeps. I cant even call Kerstin.

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