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Something I was thinking about....
mvansand76:
Ok, this must sound crazy.... but it's what's been popping up in my mind several times the last couple of days. :-\
Although I hardly believe it is possible, but to make it easier for myself, I like to believe that Heath's death was staged and that instead of dying he has left to lead a more carefree life somewhere away from everything. I like to imagine walking into a cafe in Amsterdam in a few years and seeing somebody sitting in the corner, smoking a cigarette, drinking a latte, looking eerily like Heath.
I know, crazy.... But I feel so sad and I don't know what else to think to make it easier.....
:'(
Ellemeno:
--- Quote from: Snavel del Snork Snater Snuit on January 25, 2008, 07:25:46 am ---Ok, this must sound crazy.... but it's what's been popping up in my mind several times the last couple of days. :-\
Although I hardly believe it is possible, but to make it easier for myself, I like to believe that Heath's death was staged and that instead of dying he has left to lead a more carefree life somewhere away from everything. I like to imagine walking into a cafe in Amsterdam in a few years and seeing somebody sitting in the corner, smoking a cigarette, drinking a latte, looking eerily like Heath.
I know, crazy.... But I feel so sad and I don't know what else to think to make it easier.....
:'(
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Mel, I was talking to a Brokie on the phone last night who voiced pretty much the identical thought. It's not what I'm picturing, but you are clearly not alone with this idea.
Penthesilea:
--- Quote from: Snavel del Snork Snater Snuit on January 25, 2008, 07:25:46 am ---Ok, this must sound crazy.... but it's what's been popping up in my mind several times the last couple of days. :-\
Although I hardly believe it is possible, but to make it easier for myself, I like to believe that Heath's death was staged and that instead of dying he has left to lead a more carefree life somewhere away from everything. I like to imagine walking into a cafe in Amsterdam in a few years and seeing somebody sitting in the corner, smoking a cigarette, drinking a latte, looking eerily like Heath.
I know, crazy.... But I feel so sad and I don't know what else to think to make it easier.....
:'(
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There is some open space between what we know and what we try to believe. :'(
You know, when my father died nine years ago, I never thought of him as dead during the first time. I always tried to think he was on vacation, he woudln't call now, because he's on vacation, but in a some weeks, he would call me.
The term "trying to believe" really hits the nail on the head here.
For now, I'm still checking the banner of BetterMost several times a day. Every time it hits me again. It can't be, it can't. I'm still trying NOT to believe the news. Of course I know, but I try not to.
Guess this sounds just as crazy, but I don't care.
mvansand76:
--- Quote from: Ellemeno on January 25, 2008, 07:35:39 am ---
Mel, I was talking to a Brokie on the phone last night who voiced pretty much the identical thought. It's not what I'm picturing, but you are clearly not alone with this idea.
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Glad I'm not the only one... It's hardly a realistic thought, and the whole staged death thing is ridiculous of course, but it's something to make it easier...
:'( :'( :'(
--- Quote from: Penthesilea on January 25, 2008, 07:57:42 am ---
There is some open space between what we know and what we try to believe. :'(
You know, when my father died nine years ago, I never thought of him as dead during the first time. I always tried to think he was on vacation, he woudln't call now, because he's on vacation, but in a some weeks, he would call me.
The term "trying to believe" really hits the nail on the head here.
For now, I'm still checking the banner of BetterMost several times a day. Every time it hits me again. It can't be, it can't. I'm still trying NOT to believe the news. Of course I know, but I try not to.
Guess this sounds just as crazy, but I don't care.
--- End quote ---
Yes, Chrissi, I totally understand what you mean, every time I see it somewhere, the words Ledger and dead in one sentence, it just throws me off course. I don't think I want to believe it. I don't think I want to let it sink in that Matilda will never know her father.
Am wearing my crazy Joker stockings today... People at work asked me about them and I told them...
Nikita111:
--- Quote from: Penthesilea on January 25, 2008, 07:57:42 am ---
There is some open space between what we know and what we try to believe. :'(
You know, when my father died nine years ago, I never thought of him as dead during the first time. I always tried to think he was on vacation, he woudln't call now, because he's on vacation, but in a some weeks, he would call me.
The term "trying to believe" really hits the nail on the head here.
For now, I'm still checking the banner of BetterMost several times a day. Every time it hits me again. It can't be, it can't. I'm still trying NOT to believe the news. Of course I know, but I try not to.
Guess this sounds just as crazy, but I don't care.
--- End quote ---
It is the same with me. I am still very much shocked and attacked by the terrible banner destroying my hopes I kept subconciously building in my mind during the day. I hate the entrance to Bettermost lately.
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