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Dreaming of Heath...
Ellemeno:
--- Quote from: BelAir on January 05, 2009, 09:01:16 pm ---I am curious whether you were happy or sad when you woke up...
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Very happy. Til I remembered reality. I can't believe reality.
j.U.d.E.:
--- Quote from: Ellemeno on January 06, 2009, 01:52:01 am ---Very happy. Til I remembered reality. I can't believe reality.
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Elle, neither can I! Why did this had to happen? Everyday I ask that question. So much he could have done.. and we'll never see it.
It's weird that we have these dreams.. I have never ever dreamt about any other actor in my life. Have you? He had and still has so much effect on us. Why did this have to happen?..
Fabienne, your message about dreadding to log in on the 22nd gave me goose-bumps..
j.U.d.E.
j.U.d.E.:
Also, this year he would have turned 30. It's just so odd to know that this will never happen.. Soon Jake will be older than Heath.. :-\
j.U.d.E.
Monika:
--- Quote from: j. U. d. E. on January 06, 2009, 09:29:53 am ---Also, this year he would have turned 30. It's just so odd to know that this will never happen.. Soon Jake will be older than Heath.. :-\
j.U.d.E.
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:-\
optom3:
--- Quote from: j. U. d. E. on January 06, 2009, 09:29:53 am ---Also, this year he would have turned 30. It's just so odd to know that this will never happen.. Soon Jake will be older than Heath.. :-\
j.U.d.E.
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Now that is very sad, somehow it would almost be easier to bear if it had not been a preventable accident. That is the bit that I really struggle with. Back to dreams, I had a really odd one the other night.I was not going to post it as it seemed so silly.
One of Heath's friends had told him about Bettermost and about the Florida mini brokie meeting. The postings on the site had continued, with me arranging to go to New York with the love of my life (long story) and lots of people sayingdon't do it. While there we went to the cafe that has just opened, and which was his project. We sat drinking wine at the chess table, when in walked Heath. He looked as he did in AKT, but wearing torn jeans and a grey and white striped Tshirt. He was wearing all the leather bracelets I loved on him.
He heard our accents and asked if we were from England, then I started to tell him about my Scottish ancestry, and he told me about his. He and I were smoking, which was not allowed, but as it was his cafe, no one said anything. The love of my life was sitting there fuming and eventually stormed out. I woke up and was hit by a massive wave of sadness. Too silly really.
It was the same sort of sadness that you get when you have broken up with someone.Go to sleep and escape the sadness for a while. You wake up and for a few glorious seconds you forget, then wham, reality bites.
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