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BROKIE & SAYIF (R.I.P. - 12th of June 08)
Ellemeno:
He was such a beautiful cat, j.U.d.E, and funny. I always feel joy when I look at pictures of him and Brokie. Now of course the joy has sadness alongside, but still joy. He had a happy life, don't you think?
j.U.d.E.:
--- Quote from: Elle on July 10, 2008, 02:46:55 am ---He was such a beautiful cat, j.U.d.E, and funny. I always feel joy when I look at pictures of him and Brokie. Now of course the joy has sadness alongside, but still joy. He had a happy life, don't you think?
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Thank you Elle. I guess yes, he had a happy life. But what a way to go.. Today's been one month that he's gone. I was napping earlier today (with Brokie at my side - she is starting to behave 'normal' again slowly) and suddenly I was right awake - in my dream I had heard a loud screaming miauw from Sayif.. My neighbour (the one who found Sayif on the street) told me once that she firmly believes that cats have a higher sensibility in so many ways (her last cat died at 18 years to the day one year after her husband died) and I want to believe that Sayif was there.. somewhere. .. Brokie did not move at all, though.
I am not at my own PC right now, because mine crashed totally a couple of days ago (remember I have had trouble with my PC for.. well forever really) and I am so so angry, because I think that I will not be able to access my hard drive anymore ... with all the cats' pictures... so angry. Good thing that I have many on BM that I could retrieve and save again (once I bought a new PC...).
j. U. d. E.
j.U.d.E.:
--- Quote from: Kelda on July 08, 2008, 05:57:00 pm ---Don't think about it.... it'll just make you feel terrible.
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I'm trying, but it is not easy. I am starting to see Brokie getting back to 'normal' though and that is a good thing.
j.U.d.E.
Kelda:
thats good to hear - looking forward to meeting her!
j.U.d.E.:
--- Quote from: Kelda on July 14, 2008, 01:46:17 pm ---thats good to hear - looking forward to meeting her!
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You will, 'cause now she's glued to the flat.. and glued to me. I feel like she has 'given up' on finding Sayif, which makes me sad. But I guess it's better for Brokie. Also I'm torn. I don't want to take another cat - it would mean too much stress and you never know, if the two cats get along.. And it's sad, because the second cat should be Sayif.. But then again I am worried that Brokie feels lonely. She doesn't seem to be, but I think she could be a little lonely. I don't like having caged animals, but maybe it would at least be some 'company' for her. But hamsters, rabbits, birds etc. don't go together with cats very well, right? I'm torn. Maybe a turtle.. pffft.. I could get a tiny little dog, but that's too much work and not very practical when I want to tavel.. :-\
j.U.d.E.
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