i Have come in for a few moments to just say I am thinking of all of you there.
Specially Elizabeth, Gene and all of the rest of the family. I cannot take being on
here for long. Its just too hard. I go through all the usual things. Sadness, anger,
disbelief, wishing I could be there. Poor Gene, '' I just can't say enough, about how
bad I feel. I feel so useless and helpless. Gene, Bizzy, Mom, and the boys. Then
all of Richards family. How much they have had to deal with this last year. Its just
not fair. I was telling my husband about how the world just seems to suck sometimes
so bad. All I keep remembering is the time when I was leaving in San Francisco, kissed
him on the neck, and told him to be careful....I was thinking of different reasons. Now
it seems to be about this time. All those poor people that are feeling the responsibility
of being part of it. Rich sure would not want that to be the case. They didn't do it on
purpose. It was an accident, plain and simple. You cannot help them, that is why they
are called accidents.. love you all, and will be with you the whole time. Janice