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Hey guys, which are you a shower or a grower...Hmmmmm

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Br. Patrick:

--- Quote from: LauraGigs on April 29, 2007, 01:58:42 pm ---
(At first I thought you meant Usenet or whoever was taking them down on that date  "Aguirre says bring 'em down"  LOL)  But you made the agreement with your boss (God).  Is that for lent next year?

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If things continue to go as planned,  I won't need them anymore!   I'll have the empty hole that craves lust fill up filled up with Love, instead... It's already started.  I mentioned before that I didn't know how to love before BBM.  That lent to many regretful attempts to regain it.  I sure do now, and it feels just wonderfull!

Everybody knows what Usenet is, don't you?  I keep forgetting that I have been using computers since June 1983.  & forgive me from changing "God" in your original reply to a Concept I like better - "my boss" (His paychecks are funny ways he shows he's around me all of the time.)   As is said in "Latter Days"  "I just didn't want to get all religious on you all."  We have an infinite 'higher power' who can do anything (and does)!

peace ;)
br. patrick

injest:
Patrick!

I admit to not having run into too much around...(Roland takes up all my time...he is VERY high maint)

anyway!

Have you met someone then? or maybe rekindled an old flame?

Good luck either way!

Br. Patrick:

--- Quote from: injest on April 29, 2007, 03:41:12 pm ---Patrick!
Have you met someone then? or maybe rekindled an old flame?
Good luck either way!

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I'm really not looking.  But that didn't stop me from falling in lust with a homeless drifter who was drop dead gorgeous.   AND he knew it and how to use it to twist my emotions to get whatever he wanted... Usually more beer.   He was a Sociopath who NEEDED to have affection shown him from a male.   To make a long story short, after 5 years of off and on staying with me, and other things I won't mention...  I sent him to Las Vegas by bus on June 2, 2003.   He called me on December 24, 2006 to thank me for sending him to a place in which he HAD to recover.

So it taught me a valuable lesson; don't enable, and be very careful in the future with whom I share myself with.   The things that gripes me was I WASN'T looking for a relationship - still ain't.  But lightening just struck and I was told in prayer not to reject him and we both would get what we needed.   I know he is, and BBM opened all kinds of things in me that need HEALING.

The guy had a great butt, too.

peace  ::)
br. patrick

injest:
I think one of the most important things is to keep an open heart. (Also the most difficult thing)  :-\

Sounds like you are on the right path.

Br. Patrick:

--- Quote from: injest on April 30, 2007, 09:29:24 pm ---I think one of the most important things is to keep an open heart. (Also the most difficult thing)  :-\

Sounds like you are on the right path.

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I'm really clueless when it comes to this stuff.  What makes a heart 'open'?  The only thing I can think about is hospitality...

peace  ???
br. patrick

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