Hi Penthesilea!
The firts time I saw, I mean, with all my senses was a few weeks before. I love movies. But I never paid attetion to this one, I don´t know why, both actors, specially Ledger, I love them. Maybe I was so stressed with my own life in that time, when the movie comes out.
Only a few weeks ago - no wonder you have it bad.
I remember those early times well.
But, what do you think about the firts take, when Jacks put his arms on his truck, look Ennis, then he whispers something... he just move his lips, I can swear he said, fuck you.
I took the DVD out and watched the scene a couple of times in slow-motion. After all this time, I think I've seen the whole movie in slow-motion.
Back to Jack: I know what you mean; he gets out of the truck, kicks the tire, makes a step into Enni's direction, stops, leans back on his truck and stares at Ennis for another moment. Then, just as he looks down, his lips move.
Wellllll, I don't see a "Fuck" there, I think he only purses his lips. But then, if you're sure you see a "Fuck", then maybe it is really there. Who knows? Some things will forever stay unclear, respectively every viewer gets to decide for themselves.