Losing someone you care about is the strangest thing. The other night I was surfing the
youtube. My husband was playing online poker, and searching the channels for something to
watch. He said ''isn't this movie that one with that guy you liked so much?" I looked up at the
tv and said, "yes thats the movie with Heath in it. "The patriot." He said, "thats what I thought." Then I just started crying. I was shocked, and surprised that I was still in that kind
of spot about it. I thought I was over that. I told him he could "go ahead and watch it." I was just listening to music anyhow. He said "no I will find something else to watch." It was
sweet that he was that concerned for my state.