That's exactly it I think, being a fixer vs. being a stander! I've definitely always seen myself as optimistic. When life gives me lemons I make lemonade. That sort of thing. I don't just take what I'm given, I don't settle for it. And yes I analyze things when I'm interested (for example in movies how relatively poor the visual effects are in Narnia, and how poor the battle scenes are done). As a child I didn't really care for the film Fantasia, but as an adult I love it, think it's extraordinary and I am in awe of its animation, and now I love classical music of course. Oh, but trying to watch it with my stepfather was torture. We didn't even get halfway through the first piece when I stormed home because of his constant complaining.
OK that's getting a bit OT. Anyway, I think how the film affects you could be based on how you look at films. Are they just movies, or are they portals into different settings? I for one feel like I'm in just about every film I see, and I take the elements of filmmaking very seriously. I don't just go out of a theater saying Oh that was a great movie! I go out talking about the various ASPECTS of the movie that I love and the areas where it needs improvement, especialy with regards to scores. I'm very passionate about film music, ever since I was 7 when my father and I watched The Ten Commandments. I thought it was the most glorious music I'd ever heard! I also loved the music in The Secret of NIMH and Disney's Sleeping Beauty, but looking back, watching The Ten Commandments for the first time and hearing that magnificent score, few scores have since matched it, and that's when I truly fell in love with film music. I didn't know anything about composers until John Williams' E.T. and Home Alone. And then he was the only composer I knew well by name (because I was so young I didn't bother with longer names like Jerry Goldsmith LOL!). Eventually I grew to like the works of Horner, Elfman, Goldenthal, the Newman family, and so many others. Now I have 200 scores in my collection and growing, I've been collecting for ten years, and the first thing I ask when seeing or hearing about a new film is "Who's the composer?"
Brokeback has one of the most emotional scores I've ever heard. Its theme "The Wings" is right up there with the great love themes "Across The Stars" and "For The Love Of A Princess," two of my all-time favorites.
Course it doesn't help that both of those are from the last ten years LOL! But still, they stand up to time.