I have come to this thread as I find myself grieving all over again. I think it is a combination of the awards season and my own life. It is so very, very hard to see Heath's picture all over the screen again, but not the man himself.
I know he was not mad keen on award ceremonies or interviews, but what wouldn't I give to see his discomfort and constantly moving hands again, as he endured yet another round of questions.
I still cannot grasp that he has gone and it has been nearly a year. I wonder sometimes, if it is my own personal circumstances which are causing a new wave of grief. If I was in a better place, would I be less upset, who knows ?
I do however know, I did not expect to be grieving for someone I never met, a full year later.