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Offline white_angel

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Watching the time goes by.......................................
« on: February 22, 2008, 04:31:07 pm »



  January 22,2008        February 22,2008

It's been a month now baby. but the grieving has risen more.



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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #1 on: February 22, 2008, 04:49:21 pm »
omg it has been a month.  feels like yesterday.
it's less and less in the magazines now.  the world may move on and foget, but we'll still be here at bettermost. .. never forgetting.

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #2 on: February 23, 2008, 12:46:08 am »
I was driving home from dinner tonight, watching the sun set, and it suddenly struck me, once again, that a light has gone out in the world.  It just seems emptier somehow.  I wish I understood how big a part of it Heath filled while he was still here.  I miss him.



 Time passes so quickly .
I feel the same emptiness like you do Susiebk...

Heath baby. if you could only see and hear us.. we would like to tell you  how much you mean to us. for all the love and message your brought to  this world....

I am here baby.. watching the time goes by......


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Re: Watching the time go by.......................................
« Reply #3 on: February 23, 2008, 03:56:35 am »
Cannot believe it's been a month. One whole month. Wow. About a week ago I finally got to the "acceptance" stage, and I was at the point where I could actually watch Brokeback, and see only Ennis, where I could cry solely for Ennis, and not Heath.
For several weeks now I have been completely avoiding all types of magazines, as well as any other source of "hollywood" news, for obvious reasons (I learned my lesson real quick). But then, just last night after my dance rehearsal, I was walking through the lobby, exhilarated from a great workout, and two giant pictures of my Heathy on People caught my eye. I immediately felt the tears coming back, fast, and this time, they were just for Heath. All I could hear was Jack saying "let it be" and Ennis crying out "Why don't you just let me be?"
Why don't they just let Heath be, huh.


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"For wha'?"
 "For you, Heath, for you." :)
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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #4 on: February 23, 2008, 06:42:34 am »
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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #5 on: February 23, 2008, 06:46:44 am »
A whole month already. Doesn,t seem possible does it?  :'( :'( :'( :'(

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #6 on: February 24, 2008, 11:15:10 pm »
Same here, can't believe it's a month, another Tuesday and another full moon here on the East coast.
I guess for me a full moon night will always remind me of Heath and BBM.
 I still can't bring my self to watch any Heath movies let alone listen to the BBM soundtrack that I used to listen everytime I got in the car before......
Jack Twist.
Ennis
Your folks just stopped at Ennis?
Del Mar
Nice to know ya Ennis Del Mar.

And so with that introduction Jack and Ennis are forever bound together like Adam & Eve and Romeo & Juliet.

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #7 on: February 25, 2008, 09:19:52 am »
 :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

A month... Damn....

Still miss him so much. Just read that article of the director of Four Feathers and how they were thinking of making that movie together and I just choked up.

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #8 on: February 25, 2008, 09:26:13 am »
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

A month... Damn....

Still miss him so much. Just read that article of the director of Four Feathers and how they were thinking of making that movie together and I just choked up.

Well I recieved my copy of 10 Things I hate about you today. Looking at the pic of Heath on the front brought a big lump to my throat I must admit. A whole month, and the worst thing about this whole thing is, it was an accident, he didn,t mean too, he shouldn,t be dead. It,s just wrong.  :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #9 on: February 25, 2008, 09:31:49 am »
souxi

Do you have a bigger photo of the one in your signature?  Can you post it in the HHH thread?

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #10 on: February 25, 2008, 10:36:27 am »
souxi

Do you have a bigger photo of the one in your signature?  Can you post it in the HHH thread?

It's not Heath, you know...  :D I think it's that other Australian actor, what's his name?

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #11 on: February 25, 2008, 10:48:47 am »
It's not Heath, you know...  :D I think it's that other Australian actor, what's his name?

The one in my signature is Heath, the one in my avatar is Hugh Jackman. *sigh*. That man is just the most GORGEOUS man I have ever seen. In fact he,s so handsome he takes my breath away. You,ve got me started now Betty lol. My pics files is FULL of pics of him lol.
btw my siggy was bigger, but some nasty nasty moderator came along and made it smaller, waaaaaaaaaa.  :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #12 on: February 25, 2008, 10:59:58 am »
Oh, I thought Snavel was joking.

souxi, I know your avatar is Hugh Jackman, but I was talking about the Heath photo in your signature.  Do you still have that Heath photo in bigger size?  I want to have it in my collection.  Thanks.


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« Reply #13 on: February 25, 2008, 12:06:28 pm »
I'll shut up now.  :-X

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #14 on: February 25, 2008, 12:14:00 pm »
Oh, I thought Snavel was joking.

souxi, I know your avatar is Hugh Jackman, but I was talking about the Heath photo in your signature.  Do you still have that Heath photo in bigger size?  I want to have it in my collection.  Thanks.



I,ll have a look through my VAST collection of pictures on my pc and see if I can find it Betty. Mel was YOU the nasty nasty moderatior who downsized my siggy? eh? eh? Disgraceful.  ;) ;) ;D

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« Reply #15 on: February 25, 2008, 12:51:05 pm »
I,ll have a look through my VAST collection of pictures on my pc and see if I can find it Betty. Mel was YOU the nasty nasty moderatior who downsized my siggy? eh? eh? Disgraceful.  ;) ;) ;D


Nope, wasn't me....  :D

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #16 on: February 25, 2008, 01:11:29 pm »
Oh, I thought Snavel was joking.

souxi, I know your avatar is Hugh Jackman, but I was talking about the Heath photo in your signature.  Do you still have that Heath photo in bigger size?  I want to have it in my collection.  Thanks.




Already done to spare Souxi the effort. I had it handy, didn't need to search for it.
Go over to HHH.

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #17 on: February 25, 2008, 01:36:37 pm »

Nope, wasn't me....  :D

It wasn,t you? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Who was it then? Someone did it. waaaaaaaaaaaaa. :laugh: :laugh:

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« Reply #18 on: February 25, 2008, 01:53:20 pm »
It wasn,t you? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Who was it then? Someone did it. waaaaaaaaaaaaa. :laugh: :laugh:

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« Reply #19 on: February 25, 2008, 01:55:53 pm »
Rules and regulations... ruuuuuules and regulaaaations....  8)

Yeah yeah yeah, I know ALL about soddin rules and regulations, I break enough of em lol. :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:

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Re: Watching the time goes by.......................................
« Reply #20 on: February 25, 2008, 02:01:45 pm »
hey Souxi, you givin the law a bad name around here?

Say, I just started a new thread to hope to attract new chatters to Bettermost to talk about the Greenlea stories, and you KNOW that Hugh Jackman pics are always welcome over there!
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