Thank you Elle, thank you Kelda. Thank you for your support.
Brokie is indeed changing her behaviour. She has been inside for the last couple of nights and yesterday evening she stayed in my bedroom at the window for quite some time (grant you the window was wide open and she could have jumped out any time (I live on the ground floor)).
I thought I was done crying though, but yesterday I received the card from the crematorium and it was very sad.. very sad to receive this card. I miss Sayif.. all the noise, the running around, the cuddling, the incessant eating.. It's so da*n sad!..
I am often have the images of 12th of June back in my mind and I really really wonder, if he was hit by a car actually or if it was something else.. I wonder. I don't want to know, but I wonder.. I wonder and I am angry and I worry about Brokie.
j. U. d. E.