I know...sorry! I wish it had been happier...I have a feeling it's going to be a rocky road from here on out. 
*SPOILERS*It made me cry. I didn't even tear up when I read Widower, and that chapter is only the third thing that's made me *really* cry in BBM fics. One was a poem Sheera wrote, and the other was that awful chapter of SN when they were coming back from FW. I hope never to read anything that leaves me sobbing and hysterical like SN did right then.
I feel so desperate for them; Jack admitting that he loves Ennis, and Ennis just about managing to stop himself sobbing all over Jack. But only just. God, they know how they feel, and they know how the other feels. No words needed, really. How on earth will they be able to get away from both Madrigal and Hinestroza. Having both of them dead seems a bit improbable, so J and E will be forever looking over their shoulders.
I'm glad that Alma found out. I also think Colin is having serious thoughts about what's going on. I wonder if he has already considered the possibility that they are having some kind of affair, but dismissed it as being too fantastical. But, like Ennis, he is a man trained to find the truth, so I think his gut won't be too far off the mark.
Topic: Shades of Grey by Midwest-girl (Read 502954 times)