Hi BBM-victim
My advice would be, just wait and see what happens. Roll with the flow, and allow yourself to stay in your brokie-dom.
I think for most of us, the BBM experience has brought about some profound insight and/or life changes that we never could have expected.
And yes, the intense feelings will wear off eventually, which I have double feelings about. In a way it's a relief, but there's also a certain sadness to it.
Anyway, it's nice to see you on the forum!