Lee: Guilt is mainly a waste of time as said, indeed, when you did nothing wrong!!
But I feel something like guilt at times for not having been married and for not having a child or children,
and I know that I did my very best to make myself happy and to create that happiness to with others
!! So, I feel that you are lucky in many wondrous ways!!
You will be more and more happy, that is the aim for you and for everyone!!
You will get that, as you are starting to create happiness, by working at it!!
Always glad to get your news Lee,
Hugs!!