To my dear friend Oscar,
I'm with you. I won't watch the movie again. I'm just distraught, and my grief is almost too much to bear right now. I'm stunned at the depth of my feelings and I just don't know how to fix myself. I have to work tomorrow and smile and put on a happy face for the clients. If I can pull it off, it will take some brilliant acting on my part. And I know what you mean, Oscar, about hope. I'm in despair.
If only we could rewrite this terrible, tragic story, give it the happy ending we always try so hard to give Jack and Ennis here on your thread...
I really wish I was there with you now, Toycoon, to throw my arms around you and hold on for dear life. I'm shaken to the core by this. I wish I was not so far away and feeling so alone in my misery. And I miss you, too, Oscar.
Spicey, thanks for sharing with us. If you need help coping with Heath's death, we're here for you. This is very difficult time, but as Dagi said, we'll get through this!