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Jack's Ramblings
Shakesthecoffecan:
Oh there are others, Jess, Shasta, Wayne. We're everywhere!
Lynne:
Hey there, Jack! Sorry I can't be your smokin buddy too. ;)
Being in Brokeback-mode gets me stirred up too. One of my favorite questions is 'Why do I keep doing this to myself? Because, $%^^&, it's painful, yanno? I think the answer must be that it's ultimately catharctic. You can get stuff out of yourself that just needs to spill. Or make connections in your heart that your mind just isn't ready for yet. Coming back is my real problem - there's all that open space between where my life is and where I want it to be to contend with - it seems like a wider and deeper for the first few days/weeks back.
See, you're not the only one who can ramble?! ;)
Lynne:
Don't forget Wulfie in WVa!
jstephens9:
So Lynne it sounds like there's lots of us southern ones around. Guess we are spread a little thinner though. When I was at the BBQ it seemed half of the people were from California.
So do you like living out there and being far from Tennessee? Are you liking San Francisco?
jstephens9:
Everyone was gone
The room was empty
And then you appeared
Once again as you did before
But I could not resist you
I could not run from you
That night before
I had to run from you
Cause I could not look into those eyes
That I thought could never be mine
You found someone else
I saw
My heart dropped
Was the worst night of my life
Guessed you didn’t want me
Found out you didn’t think I wanted you
I thought, I dreamed of you
I could not see you in the arms of another
That hurt deep in my heart
It seemed that I was meant
To be in your arms
Holding you, me holding you
The way I knew it was meant
The way we both knew it was to be
It turned out to be you and me
Everyone was now gone
You and me
We remained
By the shore
You held me tight
To the warmness that is you
To the warmness that is you and me
Thousands of miles
Separate us
But in our minds
We will find a way
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