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~~THE PERFORMANCE THREAD~~ **aside** ((action)) %%thought%%
Lumière:
(( Lucise smiles faintly at Guy, his own heart beating faster and faster in his chest. He looks at Guy's outstretched hand. Slowly, gently, he takes his right hand to it .. touching it ever so slightly, gentle as a feather. He could feel Guy trembling ..))
** Guy .. I won't hurt you! I don't want to hurt a single hair on your head .. **
(( Lucise takes Guy's hand into both his palms, rubbing gently on his fingers; turning his hand over and tracing the lines on his palms. So simple an act, yet how intimate it felt .. His eyes focussed on Guy's hand in his, Lucise manages to find a voice to continue ..))
** I think you are beautiful... Yes, you have a lot issues to resolve, but all of your faults put together do not begin to diminish anything about you .. **
(( Lucise looks back up at Guy, whose tears are now flowing freely .. Lucise starts to lift Guy's hand to his lips, brushing the back of his hand with the tenderest kiss ..
..he could really feel Guy tembling now .. Lucise moves closer to him, their eyes meeting ..))
** I am willing to be patient, if you are willing to trust me .. **
Daniel:
GUY RAPHAELSON
((Guy nods through his tears, trying his hardest to smile reassuringly at Lucise. The sensation of being touched had been, at first, hellish torture, as though his skin were burning in acid. He knew this was an illusion, but his hand still jerked a little bit to avoid the pain. He steeled himself, forcing his hand to remain in Lucise's, despite the burning and the sense of disgust rising up in him.))
**
I can trust you, Lucise. I already do. I think I have from the moment I saw you. I trust you almost more than I trust myself. I'm.... unstable. You're more like a rock.
**
((Guy pauses for a moment, allowing himself to enjoy the warmth of Lucise's body standing close to his. That felt natural, welcome, it was the actual touch of flesh upon flesh that he abhorred and did not know why. His therapist had suggested deep regression under hypnosis to address that issue and even then had come up with nothing.... except a memory block.))
%% Well are you going to trust him, or are you going to trust him? %%
** Lucise....? All these issues, I think they must have come from my childhood..... Theres a portion missing from my memory. I have lost a major part of my childhood. I'm not certain why I'm telling you... Actually, yes I do. Its because I trust you... God, you're easier to talk to than my therapist.**
((looks at Lucise with a pain and a longing for something deep within himself, but hoping that Lucise will have the answers.))
**
What do you think it means? Why am I like this?
**
Lumière:
** Guy, I don't have the answers to those questions .. I don't know what happened in your childhood to make you so scared. But you can't live your past forever, if I can help you move forward, I will. You are scared of the one thing you need the most ..
**
(( Lucise takes Guy's other hand in his, massaging them gently .. moving his body closer to Guy's. Without giving him a chance to object, Lucise wraps his arms around him, holding him close in a tight embrace; his right hand running up and down Guy's back ..))
** Sshhh ..Guy ...just let me .. feel this .. just feel it ..
Put your arms around me Guy .. please, trust me .. **
Lumière:
= While Lucise and Guy sort out their emotional crisis, ;)
I thought it's a good a time as ever to post this: :-*
A Hug - The Universal Perscription
No moving parts, no batteries.
No monthly payments and no fees;
Inflation proof, non-taxable,
In fact, it's quite relaxable;
It can't be stolen, won't pollute,
One size fits all, do not dilute.
It uses little energy,
But yields results enormously.
Relieves your tension and your stress,
Invigorate your happiness;
Combats depression, makes you beam,
And elevates your self esteem!
Your circulation it corrects
Without unpleasant side effects
It is, I think, the perfect drug:
May I prescribe, my friend... the hug!
And, of course, fully returnable!
(from: http://www.storybin.com/words/words114.shtml)
=
Daniel:
GUY RAPHAELSON:
((With Lucise's arms wrapped around him, Guy begins to panic. He squirms to get away but Lucise only holds him tighter.))
**
Lucise, no! This is too fast... I can't... I can't do this.
**
((His breathing ragged, his heart racing madly, his body stiffening at every joint to the point of pain. His flesh burning in agony, Guy tries desperately to regain control of the situation. He tries.... for Lucise. Lucise isn't hurting him, but he is being hurt. He's hurting himself.))
((His body stiff in Lucise's arms, Guy focuses on relaxing his body, regaining control over it..... His breathing returns to normal. His flesh stops burning. He can stand in Lucise's arms without experiencing the torture of being touched. Several minutes pass by until Guy's sense of guilt and terror and disgust fade away into uncomfort.))
%% Can I do this.... Should I do this... What...?? %%
((Before he can think about it too much, Guy raises his arms and wraps them around Lucise, as tightly as he can, despite the agony. It is a sudden and rash movement for him and he cried out in the pseudopain that screamed along his nerves when his arms touched and pressed against Lucise's body. The pain shot back to every nerve that was even remotely involved in touching Lucise. Guy wimpers in pain but is defiant. Every muscle in his body wants to move away but Guy remains where he is, his arms pressing into Lucise's back.))
((In a voice raspy with pain, Guy mournfully whispers))
**
I don't know how much longer I can do this, Lucise!
**
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