Ow wow, Pastor fred, neatfreak, I need to print out and paste your messages over my monitor to remind me that I am writing this saga for YOU FOLKS, the ones who cannot deny and who need to accept the fact of Jack's death, and then what? I am older than Ennis AND Ellery, sometimes I limp a little with arthritis in my left knee, and I left a relationship behind in the last millenium and feel qualified to state, life goes on people... and finding a new love and a new life does not negate the depth or beauty of the one that began the journey.
In any case, here I am again, typing madly at the internet cafe once more, and yes, this is the last night I am enduring this, at noon tomorrow my seminar ends and it's back to the big computer and my MS Word.
I am in the middle of writing chapter 50 now and hope to get done before this cafe closes.