Dearest Chris, I just spent half an hour sending you light and love and asking heaven to send you angels to comfort and defend you. I asked the sun to shine in your window and when you feel the warmth touch you that you will know that I hold you in my arms and my heart. ALL I want is You my friend to get well and come home. All I want is people to care that one of us is gravely ill and to reach out to you, to offer you the strength and love of this wonderful loving community and to pray for you in whatever manner fits their beliefs.