He was a devout Mormon, believing sincerely that the Heavenly Father was calling him into a heterosexual life. If he married a woman, I hope and pray that she is one who will be deeply understanding and appreciative of his story.
Another reason for me to recommend to you the film "Latter Days" 2003, Independent TLA Releasing. Why in the HELL does RELIGION always screw up Spirituality? I'm a Benedictine Monk, more accurately a hermit; And a cafeteria catholic.
peace
br. patrick