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I miss you on weekends
RebelWithASmile:
i started to watch that movie, and i've seen parts of it. Wesley A. Ramsey is hot, though. I think that's his name.
Bill's mom called me a psycho, and another friend of mine's dad called me one too!
i'm going to town to see Bill tomorrow ;D
RebelWithASmile:
so i saw Bill on Saturday...it was fun.
thats all i got to say about that. Other than we spent so much time just to see Keli >:(
i got high with Bill...and we went walking on the Amish trail (where the Amish ride their bikes and buggies). He's so stupid when he's high, and i can't help but to smile. I felt like the Joker :D
i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi :) ) i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda
but, i'm trying...
me and my mom argue A LOT. It's an everyday thing now
I'm also trying to get over the jealousy. But it's painful
I've been in the mood to watch Brokeback Mountain lately
i just watched Legends of the Fall for the 1st time
acting: 8/10
appeal: 9/10
effecting: 8.5/10 (i cried a lot, but i wasn't left with anything)
music: 8/10
overrall: 7/10 this is not an average
I watched a James Dean documentary, and it depressed me so much. I felt like i was at the epitome of sadness. His immature death is so sad. I'm reading Val Holley's biography of him. Than i'm reading a fictional book called "The Rebel" which takes place after JD's death and he's been reincarnated and he 'changes the world with his second chance.' He also beds Marilyne Monroe, LMAO!
I think about James Dean A LOT. I'm still trying to get my sister to watch his three movies.
I found some of JD's tv work on youtube! Imagine that...he was good...too good to be true
its unsettling how this picture is Jesus-like :-\
i also found a nude picture of him
I really like Billie Holiday's music
i'm listening to her duet with Louie Armstrong "My Funny Valentine"
beautiful
injest:
i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi ) i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda
but, i'm trying...
time will take care of it....eventually. I know that is small comfort right now.
You need to look at spending time with other people. Maybe if you could meet other gay teens you could find someone else to hang around with?
and I am concerned about the getting high thing, Phoenix. That is NOT a good habit to get into....
RebelWithASmile:
oh, getting high is just something to do on the side. I'm NEVER going to let it run my life. I want to be successful, and i will be. I'm not going to be a full-time pothead
Lumière:
Phoenix ~
Something for you, as promised on my blog.. A JD wall for ya.
The picture on the bottom left was taken on the set of Giant. I thought I'd add it in here.
Enjoy it.
~M
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