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I miss you on weekends
Br. Patrick:
--- Quote from: RebelWithSadness on July 07, 2007, 12:04:19 am ---i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi :) ) i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda
but, i'm trying...
I really like Billie Holiday's music
i'm listening to her duet with Louie Armstrong "My Funny Valentine"
beautiful
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You need to MOURN your loss of Bill. I've attached a file depicting the grieving process. It's not linear. You don't go from step 1 to step 2 ... It's also NORMAL to have a hard time with grief.
Everyone is different. In a way I kinda envy you. I have to mourn losses which are no longer alive. The support group here at Bettermost has been great. If you still feel really, really bad after 3 or 4 months then I would suggest seeing a pdoc (psychiatrist) to get you on some anti-depressants. They don't take the pain away but they help you cope... But they also can cause teenagers to become suicidal and I don't know how old you are. I used my high school counselor in 1969 and came out to him and told him of my struggles. It was his first year on the job after graduate school. He sure got a winner with me - but it DID help. So a professional to talk with can really help too.
BTW, Milli's James Dean Wall is superb, isn't it? SO WAS YOUR's!
I'm also a Billie Holiday fan. In her 2 disc Collector CD from Decca there is a duet with Louis Armstrong called "My Sweet Hunk Of Trash." Her cover of "All The Way" in stereo from one of her last recording sessions at Verve is simply stunning. Her voice was pretty harsh by then but she uses it to advantage on this cut. For some reason I really get into dead female siingers: Judy Garland, Billie Holiday, Karen Carpenter, Patsy Cline. But I like k.d. lang too. LOL
If nothing else, remember this: All of us CARE about you here at Bettermost!
peace~ :-*
br. patrick
Lumière:
--- Quote from: Br. Patrick on July 09, 2007, 03:13:00 am ---If nothing else, remember this: All of us CARE about you here at Bettermost!
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Exactly. What Brother P. said! :)
take care,
~M
RebelWithASmile:
THANK YOU!!! Both of you
i love the JD picture. The one in the middle's from Giant too. But thanks, it's wonderful :D
i know, i'm actually trying to be harsh and tell myself...i'll try and with the 'steps' i'll be even better, so thank you too :-*
i'm sorry you've had losses, as i can't fathom what it would be like. I yearn for compassion
billie holiday's voice might of changed over time, but i still loved it. She was great
Kelda:
whats with the name change rebel??
xx
Lumière:
--- Quote from: RebelWithNothing on July 09, 2007, 06:31:04 pm ---
billie holiday's voice might of changed over time, but i still loved it. She was great
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I am guessing you've listened to her song "Strange fruit"..
It makes the angels weep .. :)
So haunting.
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