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I miss you on weekends
Lumière:
Howdy Phoenix!
Best of luck at the new school. :)
I haven't seen Mulholland Drive yet. Will check it out sometime.
Take good care,
~M
Lumière:
Howdy Phoenix!
Haven't seen you around here for a dog's age! :)
Hope you are doing well!
Drop a line sometime, why don't ya..
Cheers,
~M
notBastet:
--- Quote from: RebelWithASmile on August 14, 2007, 11:26:32 am ---in a nut shell
-my internet was turned off (i'm at the library)
- we still don't have our own house
-I'm not talking to Bill, but i found some shit out, and i feel sorry for him
-i'm a believer in God now. He's help me get strength to go through (as there's no way but through)
-i've been praying/meditating, and i'll continue to do so
-i'm starting a new school, and i'm looking foward to it.
-i'm still a little sore. Is there anyone out there that is still sore from their first major infatuation
--- End quote ---
Hi,
I have just been reading through your blog... not sure if you're still checking in every so often or not. (I know I have periods when I am online a lot, and then sometimes, not at all.) Just wanted to answer your question with a resounding "Yes!" Not having a strong personal life myself, I try to avoid giving any real love life advice, but I think sometimes there are hurts that never go away, just like there are loves that never go away. What you have to do, in order to survive, if finds ways to live with (or without) those loves/hurts. 'course there are healthy and unhealthy ways to get over/through things. I would say it took me probably at least three to four years to really, truly move past my first love (and it was a guy I was involved with my senior year of high school). Now, those three to four years weren't full of misery, but there was certainly a lot of questioning and sorting out - both my love life, and the rest of my life, in general, and there were bouts of misery, but also bouts of happiness too.
Anyhoo - hope you are well,
nB
Br. Patrick:
--- Quote from: QuestaLuce on October 24, 2007, 11:38:56 am ---Howdy Phoenix!
Haven't seen you around here for a dog's age! :)
Hope you are doing well!
Drop a line sometime, why don't ya..
Cheers,
~M
--- End quote ---
I just wanted to add "me too" to Milli~! Have been missing your struggle and hope that things are better now.
PS Isn't Milli's Billie Holiday Sig GREAT~!
RebelWithASmile:
heyyyyyyy
i'm sorry its been so long!
i've just been kinda ugh
well, i've been just thinking a lot, thats been my life.
i haven't hung out with many people outside of school. The people here are very....shallow, and very NOT ME. :laugh:
i hate the people here, but i like the school. I've accepted that i wont make any real good friends here like i did at my own school - i'm not being pessimistic, i'm being honest. Its been a while. I've really seen nothing.
I've been very confused about my sexuality, and who i'm actually attracted to, and its odd. I like this guy named Dave in my Psychology, but he's straight...and he's really been trying hard not to get close to me. I think its obvious.
I'm not myself anymore
my life consist of watching movies, i've been watching classic movies such as Sunset Boulevard (which is great) and Bonnie & Clyde (which is awesome).
any recommendations????
i've tried, really, and i'm not being hopeless, just accepting...
people here ridicule me and single me out sometimes...i just attack back. I have some awesome classes like psychology/astronomy/media/honor's English but i feel so alone sometimes...
i want a companion, or someone to obsess over. And yes, my mind does go back to Bill everyday. Well, he hasn't been completely out of my life, its shit how cell phones can connect people so far away from each other.
OH WELL!
i entered a poem contest, but my poem is rather odd. Last years winner wrote like she was trying to be an adult, and mine is very youth (well its a YOUTH CONTEST!!!!)
i won't win ;D
here it is, please read, and tell me what you think and what you think its about!!!
Self
The man with
The smooth mountain range
Is caressing songs on the lonely plain
He died today, I am afraid
A sense of needing,
No one gave
Clenched my soul,
Now plus one,
Together, whole
No matter what was done
At last, the clouds open,
But the rain is not sour,
It's sweet, it's lovely,
In this blissful hour
For one that's dead cannot defy-
One that's dead cannot deny
Earth Shine on the desert moon!
Stoking Pillows on a silver spoon!
Thus the truth came a little late
To save my statue from my fate
Rest forever
He will, in my hold
Singing songs for us-
We will never grow old
---
that's all i can think of right now
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