thanks a lot! its been a while, because i've been figuring things out, about myself and everyone else.
i got a part in another play. This time, Marvin's Room. This time, as Hank, the rebel son who is misunderstood and he burnt down the house.
i had at a time was obsessively watching movies to learn but mostly to feel. An emotional stimulus in an unstimulating life
Well, me and that guy named Bill became friends again, it was quite simple, it took me 5 minutes. He resisted of course, but i'm persistent. I'm not obsessed with him anymore. He's just a friend. We talk
and its weird when you learn things about people you didn't know when they were in your life.
since Thursday (my birthday) i've been really weird. I had a change of heart and mind about everything, and i'm alone as ever. Its horrible, i'm hungry for human interactions, but i'm in a town where everyone plays video games or get high and doing that all the time is annoying.
i'm 19 now, and kinda lost. I for once don't want to rely on movies to make me happy. I've been angry for no reason these days as well. No reason, its just weird...