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I miss you on weekends
RebelWithASmile:
Okay, well, i came out to my sister without saying I was gay. I said "I'm in love with a friend of mine...........................who happens to be a boy.' Than i panicked, and the tears came straight out. I raised my hand to my mouth, Ennis-style, and i just rocked myself kind of. Her voice didn't change at all, she didn't seem suprised at all, and its crazy! She asked some questions that i couldn't quite answer because i was having a panic attack! :(
but she wasn't mad, and she wasn't disappointed. I think she was proud that i came to her. my mom was thundering above us, ranting on, so we didn't get to talk any more than two minutes >:(
She has a lesbian cousin who is emailing me now, giving me someone to talk too.
I'm still having these overwhelming attacks, like after i watched Brokeback. They're compulsive, and they scare the crap out of me. I still can't believe i told her.
Lumière:
Hey Phoenix!
Good on you for going through with it and telling your sister! Even if you panicked, important thing is that you told someone who cares for you and didn't judge you. :) I hope you find another moment to talk to her some more when you two are alone for a while ..
Remember .. deep breaths .. :) and more courage to you ! :)
RebelWithASmile:
2 weeks, day before my birthday, i get to see her again ;)
Shakesthecoffecan:
Way to go Dude! I am proud out of! You are off on the right path, and your building a base of support with in your family.
Yes, take deep breaths, and drink plenty of water too.
(Do people still used the term dude? I dunno.....)
RebelWithASmile:
they use DUDE like tissue, only when they have to.
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