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chefjudy:
 :( my dad passed on almost ten years ago and not a day goes by that I do not wish he was still here so we could discuss things like homosexuality, politics, religion etc.  He was incapacitated almost thirty years ago and lived another 20.  Being immature at the time of his unfortunate illness and inability to converse, I never realized back in 1978 how this would affect me as I grew older. Probably my biggest regret in life is that I never got to know the man my father was inside and how he felt.  He was a very gregarious guy in his youth and had many girl friends - as an adult he had a few affairs, but none that I know of with any other men.  As an adult now, I would say do what makes you happiest, as a kid or teen, I probably would not have understood and would have felt grossed out. :'(

MaineWriter:
I am one of those people who wonders how I ever got on this earth, since I can't imagine my parents having sex with each other, much less having affairs with other people! They slept in twin beds forever--now they sleep in separate rooms. My mother once accused me of using "sexual favors" to "catch" my husband. Let's just say, their attitudes towards sexuality are less than enlightened.

JCinNYC2006:
Very interestin topic.  When I was coming out to my father the first time, he alluded to having had sex with guys when he was a teenager, as a way to say "it's a phase, you're not supposed to keep doing it!"  But knowing that he has had women on the side has been a major turnoff.  He'll sometimes bring it up in a macho kind of way, very matter of fact.  I just look at him and go, nah, we're not discussing this.

Funny how in a way, there's so much romanticizing of BBM with regards to the fact that they're having an affair on their wives.  It'd be interesting to imagine what the story had been like if they had never married women but had been lifelong "friends" (meaning of course that they had a love relationship but kept it hidden).  I saw 'The Sum of Us' the other day, and the grandmother of the main character lived with her female companion for decades.  They were separated when she had to go to a nursing home and it was heartbreaking.

I should check out more fanfic, I'm sure there are lots of interestin scenarios...where can I find some on here?

Juan

twistedude:
Juan--fanfiction is under the primary index, when you first look up BetterMost. The differing reactions of Alma and Lureen in "A Love Born From Steel") will surprise and maybe amuse you.

My dad would talk about anything in the world--except sex. My mom talked about it with my sister, but very little with me (she told my sister she'd had an affair with almost every near-famous person who'd lived in Chicagho in her day. I can still hear my sister rattling off the names....)

Parents divorced when I was 8, in 1943...I don't think either could remain faithful to the other, and my father had rather strict ideas about married women not working (unless they had to)--and it was generally a noisy mess. My mom married twice more in quick succession, and then--no more of that for her. My dad re-married in 1947, and remained maried till he died in 1986. I loved his wife, but most people thought she was strict and mean. SHE tasight me about how women are built ("you mean...I've got THREE holes?"--at age 12!)

I don't think anyone in my family was ever interested in anyone of the same sexd, though my mother had many gay friends...

I am AMAZED at so many of you saying you'd be horrified if you discovered your dad had had an extramarital affair with anyone....and yet you're so tolerant of Jack and Ennis (I've always thought, with Jack and Ennis, that when they married, they betrayed eachother)...but it isn't that important to me in real life. Of course it's important not to hurt people, but--shit happens. You get over it--or you don't. It's no reason to despise a parent, because he/she got caught doing something human. Men and women are only MOSTLY monagamous.

I loved my mom, but i adored my father. a brilliant, funny man, who wrote for a living all his life.  I'm told that when i was young, every second second sentence that came out of my mouth began with "My father..."

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starboardlight:

--- Quote from: julie01 on April 25, 2006, 12:37:11 pm ---I am AMAZED at so many of you saying you'd be horrified if you discovered your dad had had an extramarital affair with anyone....and yet you're so tolerant of Jack and Ennis (I've always thought, with Jack and Ennis, that when they married, they betrayed eachother)...but it isn't that important to me in real life. Shit happens. You get over it--or you don't. It's no reason to despise a parent, because he/she got caught doing something human. Men and women are only MOSTLY monagamous.

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yeah Julie. I guess I'm not amazed but a little perplexed as to how we reconcile this contradiction. My feeling on infidelity is rather theoretical, since I've never been involved with anyone deep enough and long enough to have to face that issue personally.

I'm trying to imagine my parents. My younger brother and I have a suspicion that my mother perhaps may be bi, if she grew up in a time and place that didn't allow her to acknowledge sexuality at all. She grew up in Asia, where women's sexuality wasn't even talked about much. Only the very privileged elite few had access to those old literature, and even then they're male oriented. For the most part women were daughters, wives, and mothers. As she was growing up, and even to now, the family is such a strong unit, individuality takes a back seat. I would talk to her about what she had dreamed for herself when she was young, and it breaks my heart that she was never allowed opportunities to pursue them. For her now, the family is such a focus, I can't imagine her doing anything at all to harm that. Outside of the family I do notice that she has very strong emotional bonds with her female friends. They may be affairs, but to me and I'm sure to her, they don't threaten the family structure. Those relationships give her something that we as a family couldn't, but they don't demand that she make choices between family or friends. They simply exist along side one another. Even if those friendships had sexual/romantic components, I don't think I'd feel betrayed.

As for the idea of my father being unfaithful to her, I don't know. He's admitted to me that he believes he loves her and needs her more than she does him. Not that he think she doesn't loves him, but that he feels she could carry on with life without him, where as he wouldn't know how to live without her. At their age, I was surprised that he still felt such passionate emotions. it was the most open, loving and emotional words I've ever heard from this very stoic man. Because of that, I don't think he could give himself to anyone but her. Although, I know for a fact that my uncles, when on trips in Asia, have visited "brothels" before. I don't know if my father has done the same. I just can't imagine he would, as he's such a clean freak, and those places are known to be less than sanitary.

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