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Shakesthegrounds Rumblings
Shakesthecoffecan:
"You are welcome" to come on my thread, stinking or not, anytime. You are my friends.
Two things fill my mind today, what is left of it. The first being the gossip and update on people unseen by me for two decades. I went to a very small Baptist affiliated school and we all knew one another. The folks I seen this weekend received a lot of confirmation from me that yes, they did know more about me than I'd ever admitted. It was wonderful, they had questions, they wanted to know about my life, etc. It was very gratifying.
The other is the Amish. I heard on a news report, and discussed with my old friends, that the families of the murdered school girls went to the family of thier killer and told them they forgave him, and went to his funeral. What a selfless act of compassion! They are free to greive their losses without the added burden of dealing with anger toward the killer. They can do that, I can certainly do the same on a smaller scale everyday.
Yes, I drank in college. I started drinking there at the age of 19 and told meself I was playing catch-up for years. Now I feel I just drink socially, but oh my how easy it would be to fall in that hole again.
My favorite memory of the weekend was telling two young sisters (in their early 20's) I once went to class where they were lecturing about nuclear war after dropping acid. I never laughed so inappropriatly in my life. The sisters were dumbfounded.
wulfar360:
"Two things fill my mind today, what is left of it. The first being the gossip and update on people unseen by me for two decades. I went to a very small Baptist affiliated school and we all knew one another. The folks I seen this weekend received a lot of confirmation from me that yes, they did know more about me than I'd ever admitted. It was wonderful, they had questions, they wanted to know about my life, etc. It was very gratifying."
thats great truman honestly
when/if my reuniuon comes up ill go proudly and tell them if they ask, or if im with someone ill take him with me, that all the rumors bout me were true if they dont like me after that then they can kiss my white arse cause i didnt get along really with my class anyway i was a outcast prtty much
"The other is the Amish. I heard on a news report, and discussed with my old friends, that the families of the murdered school girls went to the family of thier killer and told them they forgave him, and went to his funeral. What a selfless act of compassion! They are free to greive their losses without the added burden of dealing with anger toward the killer. They can do that, I can certainly do the same on a smaller scale everyday."
i dont th ink im big nuff to do something like this
makes me respect t hem though
"Yes, I drank in college. I started drinking there at the age of 19 and told meself I was playing catch-up for years. Now I feel I just drink socially, but oh my how easy it would be to fall in that hole again."
i started drinking around 20 and turned quickly into a alcoholic drunk everytnight had atleast 2 bottles of liquor in my freezer this went on for several years was the only way i could deal with life at the time one of my very few roomates once told me that when he came home and i was still alive he was surprised just a sad little chapter out of my life not to depress the thread lol
Shakesthecoffecan:
You know it is strange, it is the third day now and I feel as damn depressed as hell. I need to get me some andorphins going quick. I think it is residual alcohol, plus the curve after euphoria, nothing good ever goes unanswered.
Alcoholism is a real problem for us. My drinking subsided proportionally to my on self acceptance and comming out. I think really it was an act of self medication to help me cope with lonliness, fear, etc. Not that I am so strong now, just in a better place. Except right at the moment. Can these idoits not see I am busy.
wulfar360:
which idiots? =P
injest:
--- Quote from: shakestheground on October 10, 2006, 11:51:53 am ---You know it is strange, it is the third day now and I feel as damn depressed as hell. I need to get me some andorphins going quick. I think it is residual alcohol, plus the curve after euphoria, nothing good ever goes unanswered.
Alcoholism is a real problem for us. My drinking subsided proportionally to my on self acceptance and comming out. I think really it was an act of self medication to help me cope with lonliness, fear, etc. Not that I am so strong now, just in a better place. Except right at the moment. Can these idoits not see I am busy.
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{{{{{Truman}}}}}}}
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