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Kea's Poetry Journal
Kea:
This was written and dedicated to Nancy and her dear friend Everett.
If I could.....
If I could somehow
bundle up
My heart
just throw it away
ar into some
forgotten ocean
I would
Cos then I wouldn't hurt so much
Ache
so much
Miss you
so very much
I would be able to go on
To laugh at silly jokes
To get excited about life
To
just
go
on
To go on
not
see your face in
everything
everyone
In the whispers of the wind
colours dawn brings
Why do they all lead back
to you
Why…why?
Is your spirt felt in every grin
I see
every smile
Why do I hear
your voice
Suddenly break through
the crowds
Or walk behind someone
who looks
just like you
Those moments
seize up my heart
Catch my breath
tear at my soul
Why are you always
there
If I could bind up my heart
And toss it into some sea
I would
But I cant
Cos you exist in the sea too
in each drop of water
each salty spray taken
on the breeze
Maybe, My love….. maybe
You try desparately
to tell me
You never ever
did leave
Kea
Kea:
What I miss
I miss the sound of your breathing
In the night
To softly touch you
Hold you tight
I miss the sound of your laugh
The silent grin
The way your eyes dance
As you come in
I miss the scent of you
As you pass me by
That scent of a man
For whom I would die
I miss the sound of your heart beating
When you hold me to your chest
That place so secure
Where no fear can rest
I miss the feel of your hand
On the back of my neck
The gentle lean in
Another kiss to take
I miss how you taste
How soft your lips are
The feel of your breath
That draws me afar
I miss your eyes
As they look at me
Pools of blue
In eternity
I miss your voice
Low and gentle to me
Whispers of love
That set my heart free
Of all that I miss
All that is you
How can one heart go on
In this world meant for two
Kea
Daniel:
I was wrong about the signature poem. It's not Rumi.
Thought I might share this one though, since I dug out the book to look for it.
The Mythical Lover
by Rumi
My love for you
has driven me insane
I wander aimlessly
the ruins of my life
my old self a stranger to me
Because of your love
I have broken with my past
My longing for you
keeps me
in this moment
My passion
gives me courage
I look for you
in my innermost being
I used to read
the myths of love
Now I have become
the mythical lover
OldeSoul:
--- Quote from: Kea on April 13, 2006, 01:05:14 am ---Being Jack
Bruised , battered
Hated , used
A love ,shared
A heart abused
Time heals ,mends
Scars, unseen
Until they move
paper to screen
Building walls ,setting traps
Should those who wound ever chose to come back
One day I find that you have crept in
In an old black truck
into my sin
A smile,that twinkle
A laugh ,grin
Eyes shading sorrow
Deeply locked in
Lets have drink
Just you and me
If I explain
Maybe you'll see
I am Jack
I chose to be me
To Love, my way
To set myself free
Hiding away
Trying to flee
From what is love
Hurts only me
Believe,you must
Try, see
If you cant love no other
Why not just start with me
Your eyes, so honest
intent so true
Maybe I will believe
Just one time in you
You hold my hand
share with me
to love may mean dying
even dying to me
Living outside
of my flesh each day
risking my lover
may walk away
But if he stays
what hope there could be
then you will know
your heart's been set free
It exists now
outside of you
one broken spirt
joins another,renewed
When life ends
and you, gone
the love two have shared
forever lives on
Walls now dismantled
The light streams in
You destroyed, Jack
My prison within.
Kea
--- End quote ---
I know this was posted awhile ago, but thank you for this. I am Jack as well- and this describes the feelings quite exquistely.
Kea in flight:
Hi
Thank you for that...I am glad you liked it........Been away for a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnng time...but am back again...having moved countries....lovely to see how this site has grown..
Have not found the familiar faces...but nice to be home
Kea
Kea in flight)
NZ
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