This is the form my grieving mostly takes now. Passing by magazine stands and wishing I'd see him interviewed, seeing footage of the Tribeca Film Festival and wishing he were there. It's nice seeing unfamiliar pics of him in the HHH thread, but I can't see them without thinking that his body is no longer here with us. I don't cry or spend my day moping, but it's an ever present dull ache, nonetheless.
Meryl! That's exactly how I feel about it! I can look at pictures, but like you say, it is a very strange feeling, to know :'( that soon we'll run out of 'new' pictures of Heath... I haven't been able to watch any footage or movie with Heath yet though...
{{{HUGS}}}
Two pictures I took last Sunday thinking of BBM and Heath.
[2 swans on the lake of Constance, snowy mountains in the background]
(http://i265.photobucket.com/albums/ii229/_jUdE_W/BM-DSC09444.jpg)
(http://i265.photobucket.com/albums/ii229/_jUdE_W/BM-DSC09451.jpg)
j. U. d. E.