This has always been one of the most confusing questions.
I'm a Jack with an Ennis core, I think.
You know what I think is funny? How so many of us identify with Ennis, even when (I suspect) those who know us would disagree. I used to be deeply convinced I was going to end up like Ennis in the pie-eating scene... alone and sort of paralyzed, cut off even from himself. I confessed that to a friend of mine, who had seen the movie but is not a Brokie... and she said, 'What the f* are you talking about? You're not like Ennis at ALL!'
And, okay, I'm not... I talk, for one thing. And I'm optimistic, and I ... relate to my physical environment, I mean, I always thought Jack took pleasure in his shirts and trucks and stuff, and I'm like that too.... and I'm cheerful, mostly, and I'll laugh at anything... and I fix things rather than stand them... so....
so why did I spend so much of last year feeling exactly, but
exactly, like Ennis?
Is it because Ennis is 'everyman', and to some degree we are all Enni, and that's why we're here in the first place? hmmm....