Heath Heath Heath

[serious crayons]

He left because his work was done, and it was time to go.

But I don't feel like his work WAS done.

[MaineWriter]

But I don't feel like his work WAS done.

What can I say? I'm just the messenger.

[Penthesilea]

But I don't feel like his work WAS done.

Same here.

I hope you understand, Leslie, I'm happy for you that you are able to find some sort of closure and start to make your peace with it.

I can't.

[yb]

It wasn't a dream. He was with me. We weren't in our corporeal bodies, we were in our spiritual bodies, but we were still real.

At one point we were on a beach talking about surfing, then I said, "And fishing. What's the point of that? You put a string in the water and wait for something to happen!" and Heath winked at me and said, "Well yes, but fishing trips can be fun!" LOL.

I don't know if this is any solace at all, but he really doesn't want us all to be so unhappy. He didn't leave us because he wanted to make us sad. He left because his work was done, and it was time to go.

Leslie

Leslie

Thanks for that and I am happy for you. 

But it is really difficult to accept that his work was done here, there are so many things left unfinished - his taking up more memorable roles, his becoming a director, seeing his daughter grow up etc - I don't think I can accept this for a long while.

[serious crayons]

Leslie, I'm happy for you that you are able to find some sort of closure and start to make your peace with it.

Yes. Ditto.

[MaineWriter]

Leslie

Thanks for that and I am happy for you. 

But it is really difficult to accept that his work was done here, there are so many things left unfinished - his taking up more memorable roles, his becoming a director, seeing his daughter grow up etc - I don't think I can accept this for a long while.

I know, it is all so very hard accept, but I feel like I have more understanding now, and that's helping me, alot.

And thanks to all of you for your understanding and support, too.

Hugs,

L

[MaineWriter]

Yes. Ditto.

Thanks....

[serious crayons]

Well, I didn't get quite that kind of visitation, but I woke up at 4 a.m. I went to pee (TMI? sorry) and meanwhile half of my brain was seeing pictures of Heath, sort of hovering there in the dark. I got all the way back to bed before I fully realized that those images were there, and only then did I remember why. So it was like I was thinking of him before I was even thinking.

 

[souxi]

It wasn't a dream. He was with me. We weren't in our corporeal bodies, we were in our spiritual bodies, but we were still real.

At one point we were on a beach talking about surfing, then I said, "And fishing. What's the point of that? You put a string in the water and wait for something to happen!" and Heath winked at me and said, "Well yes, but fishing trips can be fun!" LOL.

I don't know if this is any solace at all, but he really doesn't want us all to be so unhappy. He didn't leave us because he wanted to make us sad. He left because his work was done, and it was time to go.

Leslie

So you mean it was some kind of "out of body experience"? I,m sorry if I appear dense, but I,m struggling to understand this, as we all are. I don,t mean any disrespect to you Leslie, I,m sure this "dream" or vision, or whatever it was was real enough to you, but why would he appear to you, someone he didn,t know? Why not his family, or close friends? I don,t agree that his work was done atall. He was still a very young man, and he had his daughter to live for if nothing else, so his work certainly wasn,t done in that respect anyway.  I wonder how on earth Michelle is going to make a 2 year old understand why daddy isn,t around any more. Bless her.

[souxi]

Well, I didn't get quite that kind of visitation, but I woke up at 4 a.m. I went to pee (TMI? sorry) and meanwhile half of my brain was seeing pictures of Heath, sort of hovering there in the dark. I got all the way back to bed before I fully realized that those images were there, and only then did I remember why. So it was like I was thinking of him before I was even thinking.

 

Likewise. I,ve been thinking about him on and off all day. I,m in a kind of a daze really. Again I,m sure we all are. I can,t even begin to imagine what Michelle, Heaths, family and poor Jake are going through right now.