"Engineer my circumstances, O Lord, according to your Will"
You know to me thats scary!
You never know what God might have planned for you. Look what happened to Moses! He goes up on the mountain and then nest thing ya know hes wanderin areound in the desert withthe Children of Israel! LOL
Maybe it's just where I am in life right now but the thought of letting go scares me.
I need to though, I feel like one of them Chinese plate spinnners with all them plates going at the same time!
It's eshausting!
The thing about Moses makes me laugh. One of the things that I STILL remember in my talks with the One Who IS, back in August, is that "he" told me that "he" was much YOUNGER when he made the dinosaurs! That cracked me up but - if we ARE , made in "his" image, then it would be normal to grow in intellect and wisdom. From what I now KNOW, "he" has 'grown up' and would never do now what was written about the Israelites 40 year trek. Moses supposedly wrote the book in the bible about that. Maybe if HE would have prayed "The Perfect Prayer" he could have reached the promised land in a few weeks! God also scared the sh*t out of Moses. Back in August, when we talked, it was Lover to beloved! Although, I did hear "Well done, my good and faithful servant" with a 'sound' that could have SHOOK a mountain - but it was said so lovingly!
If I were you I would re-read the first message in this thread about the Covenant he has made with LGBT people and their loving friends. I certainly can remember times in my life before I 'let go' that really could have turned out much worse. The One Who IS helps us in any case, whether we know or not!
You have asked a question similar to Truman's. What is it about 'letting go' that scares you? I really want to know because I am clueless without knowing this. For me it was simple because I WANTED someone to run my life who knew what was best for me. Tell, tell!
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