I wonder sometimes if I need to really have ramblings and thoughts in two separate categories since in the end they are the same thing. My thoughts tend to be ramblings anyway
I created ramblings as a way to tell my story which I have not done. It didn't really matter whether anyone read it or responded to it. It was more of a way to express my thoughts. As I have probably said so many times that people are tired of hearing it I tend to be a very difficult person to get to know simply because I keep everything in. I tend to be a way too much of a trusting person in that I will believe what people tell me.......that is also called naive. Sometimes I discover that those I trusted were not people I should have trusted. Luckily, at this point in time, I have all of my "True" friends back and believe me I am more thankful for that than I can really express. I think when people you have misjudged give you another chance it is the best feeling you can ever have especially when those are people who you cared about the first time you met them. I know to me that is worth a million dollars and much more. My friends, which the majority of are on here, are an incredibly important part of my life. I am very thankful for each of you. It shocks me sometimes that there exists a group of people out there like each of you.
Jack
