I took a nap this afternoon, and dreamed that someone (maybe Celeste) and I went to the little deli/snack bar downstairs from the office of The Masses. She was inside, seeing if she could find out anything interesting. I was leaning in the open doorway, looking out, and suddenly realized that Heath had surely been in this doorway many times. I suddenly felt weak, excited, thrilled, and hoped to see him while we were there. In the dream I didn't remember that he'd died.