so i saw Bill on Saturday...it was fun.
thats all i got to say about that. Other than we spent so much time just to see Keli
i got high with Bill...and we went walking on the Amish trail (where the Amish ride their bikes and buggies). He's so stupid when he's high, and i can't help but to smile. I felt like the Joker
i'm trying to get rid of this obsession! I can't stop thinking about him. PLEASE someone tell me how i should deal with this. I've told myself that he's straight, but i can't help but feel twitter-patted with him (twitter-patted means 'falling in love' it's from Bambi
) i think i already fell. that makes me a sad panda
but, i'm trying...
me and my mom argue A LOT. It's an everyday thing now
I'm also trying to get over the jealousy. But it's painful
I've been in the mood to watch Brokeback Mountain lately
i just watched Legends of the Fall for the 1st time
acting: 8/10
appeal: 9/10
effecting: 8.5/10 (i cried a lot, but i wasn't left with anything)
music: 8/10
overrall: 7/10 this is not an average
I watched a James Dean documentary, and it depressed me so much. I felt like i was at the epitome of sadness. His immature death is so sad. I'm reading Val Holley's biography of him. Than i'm reading a fictional book called "The Rebel" which takes place after JD's death and he's been reincarnated and he 'changes the world with his second chance.' He also beds Marilyne Monroe, LMAO!
I think about James Dean A LOT. I'm still trying to get my sister to watch his three movies.
I found some of JD's tv work on youtube! Imagine that...he was good...too good to be true
its unsettling how this picture is Jesus-like
i also found a nude picture of him
I really like Billie Holiday's music
i'm listening to her duet with Louie Armstrong "My Funny Valentine"
beautiful