Tell you what, we are all irrational together, because I have done many of these same things. I have:
-- Been tempted to stop watching halfway through, like Mel and Amanda (I'm holding off on getting the DVD until I can't stand it no more -- which I guess is kind of irrational in itself -- but if I did I would stop it right after the "sending up a prayer of thanks" scene and try to convince myself that it ends there.)
-- Gagged, like Flashframe, when I see Ennis and Alma's wedding. Also when they're sledding. I don't like seeing Ennis smile so happily at anyone other than Jack.
-- Been barely able to enjoy other films, like monimm.
-- Also like monimm, lay awake in the middle of the night (hell, practically every night!) thinking of Ennis, Jack and the film. Not always hurtin, though!
-- Insisted, like Lucise, that Ennis and Jack are real. What, are you implying they're not?!
Unlike Kirk, though, I have not binged on sex. If only!!!!