Hiya BetterMost friends.
As you can see, my angel is back.
I'm not 100% positive that putting him back was the right thing to do at the moment, but I know that Rich liked him, and if the healing is supposed to start, and my adjustment back to the "new normal" is to begin, that means the routines should start again, and the angel is a part of the routine.
I've also decided that today would be the day that all my Brokie pics would go back up in my cube. I want to be able to see my Brokie pals, and that includes the pics of Rich, especially the one of the weekend where we first met in SF, where he's doing the "dozy embrace" on my back.
In going through my older blog posts, I found this one of Rich and I, and decided to add it to my cube this morning.
I have it placed right next to this one.
Mortality has a way of slapping you in the face, doesn't it? I never dreamed after meeting Jackie in August 2006 that I would be mourning her passing in 2008. Similarly, after meeting Rich in September of 2007, that I'd be mourning his passing in 2010.
I am reminded of a poem that was read on the show "Little House On the Prairie", during the funeral of a character who "died".
"Remember me with smiles and laughter,
for that is how I will remember you all.
If you can only remember me with tears,
then don't remember me at all."
I will look at these pics and smile, and thank God that he blessed me enough to have my life's path merge with theirs, even if only for a brief time.
My life was made richer because they were here with me, and I am a better man.