My heart is more open. I strive to be a less judgmental person, while somehow retaining my capacity to be discerning. I want to be a less fearful person, more capable of spontaneity and of taking risks. I am more keenly aware of the brevity of life, yet by that very awareness more responsive to how precious and beautiful life is. I want to be a better friend, to my family, to my fellow beings, to my world and to myself. Like others here have stated, the intensity of my obsession over our boys and their story has lessened, but not my love for them, and I wish to dedicate the remainder of my life to them, to everything they represent. This film has been a miracle in my life...that may sound crazy, but I'm not ashamed to say it.
So, six months on, I am as conscious as ever of continuing on a journey towards wholeness, truth, and feeling. As I wrote to a friend earlier today, regarding all of my BetterMost community, including her: I love you all...I love you...I love.
Scott