Hey pal, how are you doing? I hope you are well and hearty. I know it is
a job, these days just to keep mind and body together. It is getting better
however, thank goodness. I hope that the economy gets better soon. It is
sorely needed. If we don't get it turned around, we are going to have a new
president after the next election. Dear me, I can hardly stand that idea, as
a reality. It looks like I am going to have to have some more surgery, if I let
them do it. I try not to think of it. It makes me so depressed. Seems like there
is never any end to it, when it comes to my health. I lost fifty lbs and thought
that would take care of all my issues, but it obviously didn't do so. Seems now
they think I need a pacemaker. I have always had a heart murmur, but it was
what they called functional. Evidently it isn't so functional anymore. My heart is
too slow anymore. It is part of the reason that I have the alternate sweats and
cold spells. ''DAMMIT'' I am sick of all this shit. Oh well if it has to be someone,
I guess its best that it is me. I don't want it to be any other of my loved ones.
Lov, have a good one. me