Ummm, I have three irrational reactions to confess - please don't call 911:
- Unable to enjoy watching another film for over two months - the first ones I watched, after BBM got me good, made me feel pathological: "Donnie Darko" - lost any will to live for about two days, hell, nobody warned me about it - luckily, I saw it on a Friday night, so by Monday I was functional enough to get out of bed and go to work instead of making a beeline to the computer; and "The Three Burials of Melchiades Estrada" - which made me feel like I cheated on the love of my life, because I really liked it (although not even close as much as BBM) - after I saw it I felt so guilty and hollow, and craved BBM so bad, I sobbed in the car all the way home.
- Unable to listen to any music but the BBM soundtrack for over a month.
- After the first three viewings, thoughts about Ennis, Jack and the film in general would wake me up in the middle of the night; I would lay there thinking of them and hurting.
Also, I never ever ever watched a film in a theater more than twice, and I can count those one one hand. Brokeback - eight times... God help me - and I ain't even religious...
LOL I promise I am normal now. Can I still play with y'all?...