I see Rich every day in my cube, he's amongst all the pics I've posted from the Brokie gatherings, smiling at me every day.
I don't know if that is affecting me, but I feel like he's still near to me. My big Brother is still around.
Rich had strong faith, and I think he was bothered a bit by the fact that he felt my faith was shaken. I thought of this song today in regards to Rich by the rock group FlyLeaf. It's a song about the singer's relationship with God, but it sort of applies to how I've been feeling with Rich, still being around me.
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
[youtube=425,350]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bl1AXYOseuY[/youtube]