Heath Heath Heath

[Shasta542]

After being in chat last night with some of my fave buds, I thought I'd brave HHH. I've managed to make it through one whole day without crying-well not alot of crying-so I figured I'd give it a shot. It is still too much for me and I know now tonight will be a bad night. I never never thought I would hurt this much or be so incredibly sad. But I never never thought I would lose him.

{{{{{{{{{{ROUXB}}}}}}}}}}

Bless your heart.

[j.U.d.E.]

But I never never thought I would lose him.

{{{{{RouxB}}}}}

Hugging you tight, fellow Heathen!

j. U. d. E.

[southendmd]

RouxB, honey, thanks for helping me better understand Ennis.  That is your gift. 

We haven't really lost Heath; we've gained by his being Heath.   

[Ellemeno]

Roux and all Heathens,

I'm sad and dull.  And I feel like I can't or don't want to tell people why. 

[jstephens9]

I was watching something I had recorded on tape today and the advertisement for the DVD of Cassanova came on. I got that same horrible feeling of sadness when they showed Heath. It truly is hard to get over, very, very hard.

[souxi]

{{{{David}}}}

{{{{Souxi}}}}

 

It actually still hurts, like physically....

Yes it does Mel. Look what I found. 
[youtube=425,350]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BIW7WXPb-dc[/youtube]

[David In Indy]

Yes it does Mel. Look what I found. 

That looks like a video from "10 Things I Hate About You".    

Poor Heath!!    

I can't bring myself to watch ANYTHING with Heath in it at this point. I'm not ready. I admire everyone else who can, and I wish I could. But I can't. I can't even look at a picture of him right now. 

I wish I could pick up and move on... even a little bit. I can't do it.

I wish I was as brave as some of the other Heathens. I feel like I'm stuck inside myself.  Poor poor Heath! 

Thanks for posting the video Souxi! Maybe I'll watch it someday soon.     

It still hurts for all of us, doesn't it?

[yb]

I can't bring myself to watch ANYTHING with Heath in it at this point. I'm not ready. I admire everyone else who can, and I wish I could. But I can't. I can't even look at a picture of him right now. 

I wish I could pick up and move on... even a little bit. I can't do it.

I wish I was as brave as some of the other Heathens. I feel like I'm stuck inside myself.  Poor poor Heath! 

Thanks for posting the video Souxi! Maybe I'll watch it someday soon.     

It still hurts for all of us, doesn't it?

As I said in the 'now what' thread?  I'm just the same as you, I'm not strong enough emotionally to look at his photos, read most articles or watch his films yet.  I'm sure it'll get easier as time goes, but I'm just not ready yet.

[souxi]

That looks like a video from "10 Things I Hate About You".    

Poor Heath!!    

I can't bring myself to watch ANYTHING with Heath in it at this point. I'm not ready. I admire everyone else who can, and I wish I could. But I can't. I can't even look at a picture of him right now. 

I wish I could pick up and move on... even a little bit. I can't do it.

I wish I was as brave as some of the other Heathens. I feel like I'm stuck inside myself.  Poor poor Heath! 

Thanks for posting the video Souxi! Maybe I'll watch it someday soon.     

It still hurts for all of us, doesn't it?

Yes it is from 10 Things I hate about you, sorry Atreyu I should have said. It sure does hurt. I just kept looking at that talented, funny handsome young man and feeling so incredibly sad that we,ll never see him again. 

[louisev]

I saw Brokeback tonight on the big screen  for only the second time ever in a theater with 3 fellow Brokies and about 30 other people, and could not take my eyes off of Heath.  His expressions, the way he uses his mouth and his body to characterize Ennis, were amazing.  This was after watching one of his earliest performances, where glimpses of Heath's Ennis can be seen... it was magnificent.  What a gift to be able to see Brokeback on the big screen again - it blew me away.