After being in chat last night with some of my fave buds, I thought I'd brave HHH. I've managed to make it through one whole day without crying-well not alot of crying-so I figured I'd give it a shot. It is still too much for me and I know now tonight will be a bad night. I never never thought I would hurt this much or be so incredibly sad. But I never never thought I would lose him.
But I never never thought I would lose him.
{{{{David}}}}{{{{Souxi}}}} It actually still hurts, like physically....
Yes it does Mel. Look what I found.
I can't bring myself to watch ANYTHING with Heath in it at this point. I'm not ready. I admire everyone else who can, and I wish I could. But I can't. I can't even look at a picture of him right now. I wish I could pick up and move on... even a little bit. I can't do it.I wish I was as brave as some of the other Heathens. I feel like I'm stuck inside myself. Poor poor Heath! Thanks for posting the video Souxi! Maybe I'll watch it someday soon. It still hurts for all of us, doesn't it?
That looks like a video from "10 Things I Hate About You". Poor Heath!! I can't bring myself to watch ANYTHING with Heath in it at this point. I'm not ready. I admire everyone else who can, and I wish I could. But I can't. I can't even look at a picture of him right now. I wish I could pick up and move on... even a little bit. I can't do it.I wish I was as brave as some of the other Heathens. I feel like I'm stuck inside myself. Poor poor Heath! Thanks for posting the video Souxi! Maybe I'll watch it someday soon. It still hurts for all of us, doesn't it?