A few things have happened over the last couple of months, that now make me realize how far things have changed over the last two years.
Tonight, I was talking to someone online, who I had not spoken to for a few months, and she said "I was thinking about you, when Heath died". I thought of all the others who rang me on that terrible day in January.
It made me realize, that now, instead of "making fun" of me because of my obsession, now, I think the people who know me, understand that Brokeback was not just a passsing phase that I was going "silly" over, it was something more, and two years later, it is still there, in my heart and my soul.
I knew it back then, I knew that something had happened to me, something unexplainable, something unique and something wonderful. Why were some of us chosen to be like we are over this movie, I dont know, but I'm so glad I was.
Finding my way here, and meeting so many people who have become dear friends, has been just an unbelivable journey. I never tire of reading or talking about the movie, reading other people's interpretations and what it meant to them, only adds to the intrigue of it all.
And of course, Jack and Ennis, they are like family. I love them unconditionally. I always will.