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"Jack, I swear..." What do you think Ennis meant by that?
Sandy:
This whole scene is absolutely heartbreaking. When Ennis asks Alma if Kurt loves her, he takes a breath and in typical Ennis style, appears quite unsure of himself. When she answers him, he gazes out of the window and the emotion on his face is as plain as day. I agree with many of the other comments that the line “I swear” was prompted by this exchange. What I find surprising however is the timing of it all. Ennis folds Alma’s sweater and doesn’t really seem fazed however by the time he has opened the wardrobe and we see his face, his eyes are full to the brim with tears.
I think the delivery of the words is the most telling however. I don’t think that these words were thought through, to me, it is almost as if they have burst from his mouth. He tidies the shirts and we see his crying eyes, and it seems to me as if he is trying to stop words escaping. It’s as if the emotion is spilling over and his heart can’t cope-he needs to speak. When he says “I swear” though, I sense a little relief?
I had always sensed regret in those words, but I have read the previous posters and agree that “swearing” in everyday language is to reaffirm one’s honesty (e.g. I swear that this is a true story) or making a formal promise (e.g. taking the oath in Court). I am therefore more inclined to take the meaning as being about Ennis’ future, either he promises to move on and embrace love, or simply to promise that if Jack was still with him, the sweet life would be theirs.
I must say that I don’t think Ennis would have been Ennis if he had completed the sentence.
Sandy (newbie!).
Artiste:
Thanks Sandy, thanks brokebackjack, thanks Rayn, and thanks to all others!!
Rayn, now, we know that you are a teacher and a writer!! Great!!
Looking forward to more comments by you, by brokebackjack, by Sandy, and by others!!
I wonder, just now, if Ennis could mean by Jack I swear...as I am applauding your love, efforts for me now!! - What do you think Bettermost pals??
Hugs!! Happy Gay New 2008 Year to you and to all on Earth for more and more understanding, sharing, peace and love!!
Rayn:
--- Quote from: Sandy on January 01, 2008, 05:37:40 pm ---This whole scene is absolutely heartbreaking. When Ennis asks Alma if Kurt loves her, he takes a breath and in typical Ennis style, appears quite unsure of himself. When she answers him, he gazes out of the window and the emotion on his face is as plain as day. I agree with many of the other comments that the line “I swear” was prompted by this exchange. What I find surprising however is the timing of it all. Ennis folds Alma’s sweater and doesn’t really seem fazed however by the time he has opened the wardrobe and we see his face, his eyes are full to the brim with tears.
I think the delivery of the words is the most telling however. I don’t think that these words were thought through, to me, it is almost as if they have burst from his mouth. He tidies the shirts and we see his crying eyes, and it seems to me as if he is trying to stop words escaping. It’s as if the emotion is spilling over and his heart can’t cope-he needs to speak. When he says “I swear” though, I sense a little relief?
I had always sensed regret in those words, but I have read the previous posters and agree that “swearing” in everyday language is to reaffirm one’s honesty (e.g. I swear that this is a true story) or making a formal promise (e.g. taking the oath in Court). I am therefore more inclined to take the meaning as being about Ennis’ future, either he promises to move on and embrace love, or simply to promise that if Jack was still with him, the sweet life would be theirs.
I must say that I don’t think Ennis would have been Ennis if he had completed the sentence.
Sandy (newbie!).
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Thanks Sandy, and welcome. The insights in your post have helped me to see Ennis more clearly, especially your last sentence, "I must say that I don't think Ennis would have been Ennis if he had completed the sentence." brokebackjack used the word "laconic" which certainly describes him well. He just had a hard time putting his feelings into words. Some people are that way for all kinds of reasons.
All your ideas are possible, but I also like " if Jack was still with him, the sweet life would be theirs." That feeling comes through to me very strongly as if Jack were right there with him. In a way, Jack is with him still. Why else would Ennis speak directly to him? This, of course, isn't uncommon with our loved ones who die. Part of them remains... in us as we continue living. We can recall their joy and sadness and let go of our attachment to them which sometimes takes a long time. In the end, even the memories leave us, but what's important to me is the fact that we knew the love of another and did our best to return it. It's one of life's precious lessons and greatest gifts.
Rayn:
--- Quote from: Artiste on January 01, 2008, 09:49:20 pm ---
Rayn, now, we know that you are a teacher and a writer!! Great!!
I wonder, just now, if Ennis could mean by Jack I swear...as I am applauding your love, efforts for me now!! - What do you think Bettermost pals??
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That's a fact. On the "Introduce Yourself Thread", I mentioned this last year months before The Pilgrimage to Alberta, so it's no big secret and I'd have it no other way. Keeping an open heart with friends and having a clear mind is important to me. But to keep on topic, your most recent post, Ariste, leaves me kinda like Ennis was 90% of the time, either having a hard time finding anything to say or speechless. 8)
Peace...
Sandy:
Thank you both for your warm welcome and comments!
Rayn, I completely agree that Ennis could not convey his feelings with words, and as such “Jack, I swear” is of such magnitude that I do not think that any of us can actually put into any other words what this line conveys.
Does Ennis believe that Jack is with him? I think he does. When people lose someone, they wish that they had said, “[whatever]” and regret that they did not. Ennis wants to be sure that Jack now knows exactly how he feels.
We may not be equipped to understand exactly what Ennis was swearing to, but I would bet my life that Jack would understand perfectly. In fact, if Jack could see Ennis’ face, Ennis would not even need to speak. And that to me is the beauty of this story.
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