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I miss you on weekends
RebelWithASmile:
10/14
I've found the best song of 2006
Hurt by Christina Augilera
what a ballad. Her best song ever, AND PUSH ALL OTHER PRE-NOTIONS YOU HAVE AGAINST AUGILERA. This song is really different from her other works, its very sad, i almost cried.
I'm making a brokeback Mountain music video with it! :o
Its that good.
I made a Texas Chainsaw Massacre Music video using the song "I Love the Dead' :D
it turned out great.
I downloaded something new to help make the pictures I make look better
not a bad day, tomorrow I'm seeing The Grudge 2
I haven't read the last two chapters of Two Crows Joy, and i don't know when i will!
RebelWithASmile:
Some people, wow, how can they be so rude?
10/15
I saw The Grudge 2 with a friend. It was atroscious. Too repeditve, and stupid. Only like two parts made me jump or even skip a beat. It was freaky, but hardly worth making a movie over. The first one, IMO, is the scariest movie of the passed 10 years. People love to hate both ::)
10/16
My first detention, figures. It wasn't bad at all, today wasn't bad at all, actually.
Well...i had to do my Journalism homework in class, and i felt bad about the teacher accepting it late, without any consequences for me.
Bill gave me another poem and i'm keeping this one ;)
its called Insanity, and it goes very smoothly. Thats one gift he has, the gift of smooth.
he told me something that hasn't left my mind all day, and i feel sick thinking about it.......................
After school, i was walking outside to my bus, and Bill came up behind me as usual, and i handed him my poem (see below "Painkiller") anyways, he stops in front of the school, which is unusual, mainly because his bus is all the way at the end of the line. I asked if he was waiting on someone, and he said
"Yes. I get a ride home now, since my bus driver sexually assaulted me.............."
All i could do is stare, and i looked at him and we kept a gaze, something that we rarely do, and i said
"Theres always something." He agreed, and thats it.
I felt ill till i got home from school, everyone was pressuring me to tell them what was wrong. But i told no one, i just told a friend that it was something that Bill had said, which was more than enough.
that kid will never get a break, and him saying that, or rather admiting that to me kind of made/ruined my day. It almost bittersweet, god, i hope he has 7th period lunch next semester.
I'm making a Brokeback Mountain music video. :D
i'll post it when i'm done
this is my new poem that i gave Bill
Pain Killer
All this time around old companions
But still i sit abandoned
damned by my solitude
never finding the amplitude
that would send me to completion
I've never seen the light
I always plummet before its here
Ever more to remain sober
from its uplifting essence
I'm deprived
in an unsettling way
but still i can yell
in this hell
but i cannot tell
that you are my morphine
you make me,
sympathy
And i can't understand why
I'm suppose to Die
oddly its kind of about him..... THOUGHTS?
Front-Ranger:
Your poem is very interesting because there are quite a few contradictions and contrasts in it, especially in the title which talks about pain killer but it also seems to talk about the source of your pain. It seems to me like you are saying that sympathizing with your friend makes your pain go away, but you "die" or "plummet" before that can happen and so you miss it. Am I right? Excellent poem with lot of visuals. BTW I went to the poetry "slam" last night and that was the first time I ever heard this type of poetry. It was so intense, I started crying tho I didn't know exactly why.
RebelWithASmile:
--- Quote from: Front-Ranger on October 16, 2006, 06:38:10 pm ---Your poem is very interesting because there are quite a few contradictions and contrasts in it, especially in the title which talks about pain killer but it also seems to talk about the source of your pain. It seems to me like you are saying that sympathizing with your friend makes your pain go away, but you "die" or "plummet" before that can happen and so you miss it. Am I right? Excellent poem with lot of visuals. BTW I went to the poetry "slam" last night and that was the first time I ever heard this type of poetry. It was so intense, I started crying tho I didn't know exactly why.
--- End quote ---
Poetry of this type? lol, i'm not quite sure what you mean... Thanks for reading my poem.
This poem is odd.
It means, i will not find complete happiness or self-content, but YOU (my crush) are my pain killer, he helps the time pass by, and makes the road a tad less bumpy. No, i'm still not quite uplifted, but his friendship is a good distraction from it all.
And when i say 'I'm suppose to die" i mean, that through all this pain and abandonment, one should be dead emotionally or physically, but my pain killer keeps that away.
RebelWithASmile:
My newest Brokeback Music Video, very, very sad. The song is Hurt by Christina Aguilera
BUT!!!!
even if you don't like pop (like me) you will like this video. The song is so good, i think it has cross over appeal. Please supply feedback ;)
Phoenix
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