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injest:

--- Quote from: Lucise on October 18, 2006, 11:05:34 pm ---Hey Phoenix

I wouldn't say your poem "Regret" is sadistic, it is sad and speaks of longings, desires .. very nice ..  :)

--- End quote ---

yes it is my favorite so far! Keep going, Phoenix!

RebelWithASmile:
Yeah, i like Regret a lot. Thanks to you both!

10/19

Not a horrible day. I got ANOTHER note from my ex-GF. She said she had said things she had regretted :laugh: say that four times! She tried to make me feel bad, by blamingme for her problems. Figures....

Another day of literally rolling on cement, and self-hurting  :-\ lol, it was great. I did a back roll, but i fell, and Bill helped me up. He taught me to shadow box which was kind of fun. I wondered if he noticed that i was afraid of hurting him. I had to run to give him the following poem......

this is my favorite

Vine

You smother everything you can
you hurt everyone, that's your plan

The sun is flickering in my eyes,
listening to your god damn alibies
you slowly increase and consume as you go
like a disease, and just as slow

I feel a thorn, i welcome it first
all to feed your bloody thirst
They said you would answer me!
They said you would show sympathy!

But that's all numb
in my throbbing head
you are my headache
on a hard rock bed

you never grow soft, just more craven
bloody raven,
dark as ash
and just as cold........

I see your lava eyes
brighter than the brightest firefly

No matter what they say
you are going to pay
for you are no god of mine
your just a silly vine

Lumière:
Hello Phoenix ~  I saw your comment on my blog, lol, so I made this for ya.  Enjoy! ;)

RebelWithASmile:
awesome! I've made this one a couple of days ago.......





i love it. ;D i'm suprised no one has called in offense to it at the site i use it


then theres this one.............



this one is sad :(

but i love them both and i love the one you made. Thanks alot ;)

RebelWithASmile:
WOW, its been too long!

Happy birthday to Ang Lee, i think he is 52 today :)

he is awesome!

This passed weekend was good. I went to the movies with a GF, and we saw TCM:The beginning. It wasn't bad at all, except they needed more chase scenes in it and less 'capture scenes.'

I am currently listening to Solitude by Evanescence


One bad thing, though.

I got a letter back from a teacher i used to keep in contact with. Well, i actually used to have a HUGE crush on this teacher, and when his letter came after about a year or so, i was soooooo nervous.....


I was crestfallen. The way he ended the letter, i know he never wants to talk to me again. He wasn't mean about it, but his words and the way he ripped my heart out...it was too much, i almost cried. But i must respect his obvious choice of action.  :'(

i really liked him.

but anyway, i got a new Video game........

next topic

today was a nice day. Bill tried to refuse some of my money, saying 'I like you as a friend, not a ATM machine' hehe, thats funny. Well, he bought me a pop with the money i gave him :laugh: we gave a toast to friendship-what a great moment. Friday i had leant him a book on serial killers, and today he leant me another Sin City Graphic novel which was cathartic. ;D

cathartic=liberating


its my favorite word of all time, and Tara, the girl i went to the movies with, cuts herself :o and she asked for a word to 'write' on her arm. I said 'cathartic' because it means 'purging, cleansing,' all that jazz. She has a lot of problems


and i've tried to get her to get help, but its a long story.....

momma is ordering EAST OF EDEN IN THE MAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P more James Dean, wuff, thank god!
 

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